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NRC housewardens with a crush that treats them like a little brother?
✎ᝰ. look at me! . twisted wonderland
in which, the housewardens has a crush on you who thinks of them as a little brother. how would they react?
featuring : housewardens
cw : gn!reader, reader was described as pretty but it can be for any gender/you can change it to whatever word best suits you if you'd like, vil's are a little angsty lmao, may be ooc, leona's is short, bad grammars
a/n : thank u for the request! i enjoyed writing this sm lmaoaoao, i hope yall will enjoy this too!! ヾ(≧▽≦*)o
RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS
he doesn't know how to describe it. but the moment his eyes land on you, he knew you were the one. you're stunning, smart, elegant(if you claim you're not, in his eyes you are!!), and stunning, and smart, and pretty ... er, no, he's not zoning out.
riddle rarely focus on something other than his studies, but when he saw you, he thought that maybe he can focus on something else, too. that something else is innocent puppy love.
you're his first crush(shocking but not really), his first real love, his first everything. he looks at you with eyes full of adoration. he looks at you as if you hung the stars in the sky. cheesy.
he would raise his voice if you're near whenever he's sentencing a student. because he wants you to see how much authority he has. he'd walk a little slower in the cafeteria in hopes of you approaching him after lunch.
... though he wishes you'd treat him just like an equal. or rather, not pat his head whenever you pass by him. don't get him wrong, it's not like he's looking forward to that interaction everyday or anything, no. what you call him with your friends is what gets to him.
"i know, right? riddle would make such a cute little brother!" he overheard you talking with trey in the cafeteria one day, and those last two words kept getting repeated in his head. little brother ... what.
sigh. very well. he accepts the challenge. he'll try his best so you'll see him as an equal.
LEONA KINGSCHOLAR
he may be a little brother but i truly cannot see him being viewed as a little brother
just imagine, the leona kingscholar having his eyes set on you, only for you to tell jack that he feels more like a little brother? a brother? a LITTLE brother? oh his ego is bruised, all right.
he has been doing everything a lion can—even going as far as to get out of his top 3 napping spots just so that he can see you a little more often (he moved exactly 10 cm). but you see him as a brother?
well, okay, he may not show his feelings clearly to you. but what was he supposed to do? approach you with a flower and confess his love? "no way i'm doing that. besides, i don't like 'em that much anyways." he says, averting his gaze from a grinning ruggie.
expect him to throw very obvious sarcastic comments whenever you're near. if you want to go somewhere but he, for some reason, is blocking the path, he'll say something along the lines of, "oh, sorry. little brother's already grown enough now. can't help but block the path."
but at the same time, leona will also subconsciously straightens his posture if you're near. his ego may be bruised, but he's still trying to get your attention.
AZUL ASHENGROTTO
azul had his eyes set on you from day one. he thinks you're a great business partner. and a great friend, too, of course. but the details does not matter. he wants to be able to grasp you in the palm of his own hands. lovingly.
... ahem. that's not a great way to describe his feelings for you. azul in general is just bad at showing his feelings, let alone describing it. but he means well, of course. (he's head over heels for you)
so much so to the point he pulls you aside to a secluded corner in the cafeteria to talk. "prefect, i am sure you're currently confused about what i'm about to do, but don't worry! i'm not gonna hurt you, i simply want to talk." with that smug smirk of his.
he then began to go on a rant about relationships for some reason. "so, what do you think of me, prefect? ah, but this is only for my assignment, of course! we were tasked to interview people about their view on relationships, that is why i'm alone now." lies, btw. he's just curious and has practiced this exact scenario in front of the mirror exactly 53 times.
"oohh, you could've just asked from the get-go! well, i think ... you'd make such a great little brother!" you smile. but when the smug smirk on his face is replaced with a bewildered look, you immediately clarify yourself.
"n-no, no, no! not because you're short compared to your friends or anything! i think you're just kinda cute, y'know ... like a brother." not the clarification he was expecting. those two words will be occupying his head for a week now, thank you very much. little brother ... brother little ... little? brother. brittle lother ...
"a-ahem. i appreciate your answer, prefect! i'll make sure to insert your words in my assignment."
KALIM AL-ASIM
kalim is always kind to everyone, that's just how he is. but often times, his kindness comes off as a little off-putting because how can somebody be so kind?
so when you show the same amount of kindness back to kalim without ever acting weirded out by him, kalim is shot with an arrow by the cupid's bow. you're literally so pretty, and kind—how could he not be in love?
"jamil~! did you know that i walked to the cafeteria with name today?? and they complimented me!! do you want to hear it? do you???" kalim would definitely be the type to ramble about his crush to his friends(mostly jamil).
but when he hears you talking with cater about how 'chubby and cute his cheeks are', and how 'he reminds you of a little brother', kalim is ascending.
you call him cute and his cheeks chubby?! well, you called him a little brother, too. but that's not the main focus!! you called him cute!! and that he has chubby cheeks!!
he'll immediately approach(jumpscare) you and cater with the biggest and brightest smile humanity has ever seen, to the point cater has to whip out the emergency sunglasses.
in conclusion: jamil won't hear the end of it
VIL SCHOENHEIT
you're one of the very few people in NRC that has caught vil's attention. you're sincere, kind, pretty—and you're not affected by vil's charm at all. you're genuinely kind to him, and you never talk to him with ulterior motives.
he would never admit it out loud, but he has fallen in love with you. he doesn't exactly know how to say or express it, but vil's voice softened when you're around. his 'harsh' words are replaced with much softer words, and he walks a little slower when he's with you.
you never noticed, though (epel did first and has used it to his advantage), which kind of bruised his ego just a little. though one day, when you're in the cafeteria with vil, just the two of you which is literally the perfect setting for a confession, you said something that has offended him and his ancestors.
"i think you're really graceful and pretty! but, people always looks at the badass side of you and never noticed how cute you are ... you'd make such an adorable little brother!" he paused. people around your table stopped. rook, who is observing from afar, audibly gasped.
"pardon?" he smiles at you—though the way the corners of his mouth twitches betrays the sincerity. because, who in their right mind would view vil schoenheit as a little brother? worst of all, you said it to his face!
"adorable? hmph. those words suits kittens more rather than someone who've walked red carpets. you really should be more mindful of your words. you're lucky i tolerate you just enough. anyways, i've finished eating. you can go back to your dorm if you'd like."
oh, no. what have you doneeeeeeee?!
IDIA SHROUD
what. the. hell. he has literally went out of his sacred gaming lair just to see you at least one time a week and you view him as a little brother? what. idia_shroud.exe has stopped working.
he takes psychic damage from the moment you utter those very words to ortho. yes, he's listening in on your conversation using one of ortho's audio feature. yes, it's creepy ... er, but that's not the point. he's on his own secret mission, okay?
"ortho, w-what have i not done right?! i literally gave them ultra special treatment! i talk to them, FACE TO FACE, and s-smiled at them! well i guess my smile is kinda creepy. b-but that's not the point! i even binged their favorite shows just to talk about it with them! it was the ultimate SSR plan! ortho—"
he would REFUSE to talk to you for a week. the only way he will interact with you is through DMs and that's only because he likes to send funny memes to you (and some that subtly tells you about his feelings).
if you ask him why, he'll mutter his reply. "w-w-well, prolly cuz you told my lil bro that i'm a lil bro ... n-no! i-i said nothing." then he'll completely avoid you for the rest of the day.
MALLEUS DRACONIA
either you're stupid, oblivious, or stupid and oblivious when you called the malleus draconia a little brother.
malleus has been smitten with you ever since your first meeting. you're kind, graceful, and you treat him just like any other student. he's in love, and he wants you to love him too. so, he devised a plan(with lilia's help) to confess to you.
he invited you to diasomnia late at night, and he went on night strolls while talking alone with you. well, not alone. lilia, silver, and sebek has been spying on the two of you for the past 30 minutes. mainly because lilia wanted to take some candid pictures (malleus doesn't understand but he allows it anyway. a few pictures won't hurt, right?)
in the middle of your strolls, malleus asked you a question. "child of man, what do you view me as?" a simple question, but you thought long enough for an answer to the point it makes malleus a little hopeful for you to utter the word 'love', or 'like'.
your answer, however, will incur the wrath of sebek zigvolt. "hmm, i think you're really adorable, mal! you're like, you know, a little brother of some sort. which is cute!" malleus blinked. lilia laughed. silver sighed. and sebek, sprinting towards you.
"HUMAN! HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT TO THE YOUNG MASTER?!" his voice boomed, making you jump in place. "STOP YOUR NONSENSE AT ONCE! THE YOUNG MASTER IS THE RIGHTFUL HEIR OF BRIAR VALLEY! HE'S NOT ADORABLE! HE'S STRONG!!! APOLOGIZE, NOW! young master, they do not deserve your love and affection! i shall find a suitable future lover for you!"
malleus laughed at the interaction, which immediately made sebek goes silent. "no need for that, sebek. as for you, child of man ... i shall do my best so that you will see my true intention. but i will take your words to heart. thank you for a sincere and amusing answer."
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FUCK IT!!!! I MISS WHEN MY MINECRAFT SERVERS HAD CULTURAL EXCHANGE IN THEM!!!! I MISS WHEN MY MINECRAFT SERVERS HAD LANGUAGE BARRIERS IN THEM!!!!! I MISS WHEN WE WERE ALL CRAMMED IN A PIT TOGETHER SCREAMING AND SHAKING AND SOBBING AND CONFUSED AS ALL HELL SITTING IN THE TUMBLR LIVEBLOGS HOLDING HANDS AS WE ALL EXPLAINED WHAT THINGS MEANT, WHAT THE REAL WORLD CULTURAL CONTEXT WAS, WHAT WAS GOING ON IN BITS THE TRANSLATOR COULDN'T GET!!!!! FUCK IT!!!!!!! I'LL TAKE ANOTHER GODDAMN PURGATORY!!!!! GIVE ME A BUNCH OF PEOPLE FORMING SIX PERSON FAMILIES OVER THE SPAN OF THREE TO FIVE DAYS!!!!!!!! GIVE ME THE EVIL SHADOW GOVERNMENT THAT NEVER MADE ANY GODDAMN SENSE, GIVE ME THE STUPID FUCKING EYE WORKERS THAT WERE AGGRAVATINGLY UNBEATABLE, GIVE ME THE CONFUSING ASS BLACK CONCRETE STRUCTURES THAT WENT BASICALLY FUCKING NOWHERE!!!!!! I'LL TAKE IT ALL IF IT MEANS I GET A FRENCH MAN AND A GUY FROM LUXEMBOURG AND A WOMAN FROM SOUTH KOREA SHOOTING THE SHIT IN A MINECRAFT PIT STARTER HOUSE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! I'LL TAKE IT IF I GET BRAZILIAN PORTUGUESE AND FRENCH AND ENGLISH AND SPANISH SITTING AT A FUCKING TABLE IN A SECRET UNDERGROUND MEETING ROOM THEORIZING ABOUT A MINECRAFT CHARACTER WITH AN APPEARANCE BASED ON A JOKE ABOUT A GUY'S DOG BEING AN AMERICAN CONSERVATIVE!!!!!!! GIVE IT BACK!!!!!!!!! GIVE IT BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!
#NOT THE ADMIN EXPLOITATION THO THAT CAN STAY GONE#block game brainrot#shut up vic#qsmp#im in my feels idk the qsmp really struck a chord in me#that nothing has really been able to refill i'm ngl#i really miss the brain workout i got trying to keep up with the cross cultural multilingual stuff#and it's not the same if i just watch the streamers in languages i don't understand#bc on qsmp it was like. i can watch the pov of a streamer coming from the same language background as me#and then i know that if i'm lost so are they and then i don't feel like i'm floundering alone#but like i don't have that anymore :( i miss it a lot#it was so funny and it was so earnest and i really FELT IT#it was a whirlwind and it was so exhausting and there's bits that ethically probably should never be repeated (eggs)#but i wouldn't want it to be different (except the workers rights violations; again those can go)#idk all these fucking duos that sound like absolute pipe dream crossover nonsense and are fully viable#it's nuts and it's beautiful and i miss how fucking WILD that was#i'll never not be upset that the koreans and hugo barely even got a MOMENT#i was so excited to see how they would interact with and respond to the overall island lore like the federation and the codes#ughhhhh anyway it's 4am i'm in my feels nothing has really engaged me the way qsmp did#i really enjoyed the challenge of the culture and language barrier bc i really had to ENGAGE with the streams#in a way i don't normally and in a way i haven't since#i miss it :( also slimeriana. that too. fucking hilarious. can we get them in the outlast trials.#add cellbit and roier call it a double date what who said that#(that's a joke to be clear but not the part about the outlast trials they should do that those streams were peak)#anyway uhhhhh if you read these good fortune is coming to you soon#long tags
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The Crossroad Ambients
Elgar'nan and Ghilan'nain
The Crossroads Masterpost
Rook: Wait. The lyrium dagger's… vibrating. Like a song in a wine glass.
Rook passes the tree again.
Rook: Are those voices?
Rook interacts with the tree in the Crossroads.
Elgar'nan: Striking the Crossroads without forethought would be folly. The rebellion controlled it for far too long. Its defenses will be artfully hidden.
Ghilan'nain: You will not press? Our forces are cunning and sharpened.
Elgar'nan: Fen'harel's spite is endless and his trickery not easily overcome. He will have traps in wait. A Crossroads in ruin is no good to us.
Rook: That was Elgar'nan and Ghilan'nain. Were we… eavesdropping on the past?
Isle of the Gods complete: Rook: We must have been. Ghilan'nain's gone.
Bellara: Here in the Crossroads, the dagger must be able to… overhear them. Just a little.
Davrin: It makes sense for Solas—his dagger, his enemies, his way of spying on them.
Emmrich: The dagger must catch and amplify their influence here. Ingenious, really.
Harding: The dagger… of course Solas found a way to spy on the other gods.
Lucanis: It's Solas's dagger. He must have had a way to spy on his rival gods.
Neve: The dagger must amplify these… echoes. Letting Solas spy on his rivals.
Taash: Handy dagger. Stabs and eavesdrops. No wonder everyone wants it.
Rook: Let's hope it doesn't work both ways.
—
Rook passes by the tree again.
Rook: Shhh. We can eavesdrop again.
Rook: The voices again.
Rook: The dagger's resonating again.
Rook: Listen.
—
Ghilan'nain: Untold years asleep, only to see our sanctums defiled. Even Arlathan is trampled by cast-offs and mortals. We must secure the eluvians.
Elgar'nan: We shall. The Antaam are uneasy in the Crossroads, but they know their duty.
Ghilan'nain: If they fail, give the best-preserved to me for improvement.
Have not fought Antaam in the Crossroads Rook: The Antaam. So they're somewhere in the Crossroads, too.
Have found Antaam in the Crossroads. Rook: Dead Antaam? We're already on it.
—
Elgar'nan: Delays. So much more could be accomplished from the Vhen'Theneras. Solas raised that beacon in mockery of my own tower of learning. The disrespect…
Ghilan'nain: Do not dwell upon it, Elgar'nan. The Lighthouse is but one wonder we shall reclaim.
Elgar'nan: It will be remade. And all traces of Fen'harel erased from its walls.
Isle of the Gods complete: Rook: Ghilan'nain. We really are listening to the past.
—
Isle of the Gods complete: Elgar'nan: It is not enough to slay the artist. They must see your works destroyed as well. Petty, small-minded… blind to the wonder and beauty of your creations. Dearest sister, I then offer this to your memory: If your genius does not survive, neither will those who disdained you.
Isle of the Gods not complete: Elgar'nan: But surely the knowledge you gained…
Ghilan'nain: My champions offered themselves willingly. More works of precision laid low before finding their full potential!
Elgar'nan: You will have new subjects, in recompense. Whatever you wish.
Bellara romanced Ghilan'nain: Rook's foolish tinkerer toys with our old works. Let her be flesh-bonded into a Sentinel's armor. Bellara: Rook. She means…
Davrin romanced: Ghilan'nain: Rook's dearest Warden. He is half blighted already. I would see if I could make him crave griffon flesh. Davrin: Let her try.
Emmrich romanced: Ghilan'nain: Rook's necromancer. An excellent subject to test how long one could go back and forth between life and death. Emmrich: Don't listen to her, dearest. It won't come to that.
Harding romanced: Ghilan'nain: Rook's Titan pretender? There are many things I could do with one so tied to the stone. Harding: She's not saying what I think she's saying, is she? She probably is.
Lucanis romanced: Ghilan'nain: Rook's assassin. His flesh could be given true wings. And a face that better suits one who carries a demon. Lucanis: She is welcome to try.
Neve romanced: Ghilan'nain: Rook's delver of the truth. A mage who would provide me with both blood and ice from her veins. Neve: Rook. She means…
Taash romanced: Ghilan'nain: Rook's fire-breather. I would see if there is enough dragon blood in their veins to begin a new Archdemon. Taash: She can try.
No romance: Ghilan'nain: Rook's companions seek to fight as one. Combining their traits into a single form would be edifying.
Elgar'nan: Inspired. Consider it done.
In romance: Rook: If they touch you, death will be the least of their problems.
Not in romance: Rook: Ignore them. We're taking these bastards down before they ever get the chance.
—
Ghilan'nain: What of your dreams?
Elgar'nan: A discordant refrain. And shadows. Nothing more.
Ghilan'nain: In our prison, there was more. I dreamed the songs of the living abyss.
Ghilan'nain: And now, masked eyes across the sea. A storm that drinks the sky…
Elgar'nan: The future is intangible. Only the past and the present matter.
#datv#datv dialogue#datv transcripts#dragon age#dragon age dialogue#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age the veilguard dialogue#dragon age the veilguard transcripts#dragon age transcripts#long post
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Why is godmode your favourite rw ship? Curious :>
Also do you know/play Hollow Knight
Thanks for the ask right away!!
First off, I know Hollow Knight but have yet to play it when I'll have more free time. I know I'll like it and my body cannot handle more fixations than the massive one I have on Rain World at once /hj
Godmode storytime;
The funniest thing about getting obsessed with this ship for me is that I started out as someone who didn't really engage in fandoms and had the mindset of "why would I ship something that's not canon? Those characters didn't even meet, that makes zero sense!" before Rain World. And look at me now, neck deep into a ship of two slugcats that ony had a non-canon interaction in a joke dating sim.
At first I got more into barbecue (Arti x Gourmand), because how I saw them personalitywise really made them click for me and I wouldn't have even considered godmode if not for this one animatic:
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It changed my brain chemistry a bit. While personally I don't see Inv and Saint as both gods of the world they reside in, I love the idea of them having opposite midsets and goals and kinda balancing each other out.
I've always seen Saint's goals and doings as really ambiguous. To me, they aren't a god, aren't an evil creature, but a being with a mission that could be debated upon in terms of its necessity. Is their time loop really a destined routine for them to ensure others will get their ending? Or does Saint just feel that way about their futile goal and despite their struggles and determination, the Cycle never truthly ends?
We get a lot of hints that the world isn't really fully dying, it's transforming. The way the Undergrowth blooms, how Moon mentions a new Cycle unfolding, one that the Iterators needn't be a part of. I feel like the overall idea to just shut the lights off for everyone and everything, while in line with the Ancients' worldview and with a lot of good intentions, isn't really a 100% right one to execute. From Saint's pov especially with how it affects them, making her go through literal hell (rubicon) and back to continue her mission. Almost as if the world itself was pushing them back from gifting this finality upon everyone with its circular nature. And despite all of that, they push on. Always so stubborn in their narrow worldview, with one goal only. An Echo tied to the Cycle they want to end so bad.
And then there's Enot. A flirty, unserious joke character. A character that also went through absolute hell in her campagin. Constantly gets all of the most terrible things thrown at her. A total mystery of a being that's more of a cryptid and a glitch in the system than an actual, playable character with her own story and goals like the other campagins. And with all of that, I like to imagine that he still manages to have a good laugh at it. Is always able to find something funny in the situation he's in. Learn to enjoy the chaos around him and take advantage of it. Love the world as is because that's the only one he has. And I personally find this reading of Enot really damn comforting + a tad more complex one rather than just a hopeless romantic and/or violent sinner and/or a gamer freak. A sinning hopeless romantic gamer with depth! And emotional baggage!
When I think of these two together, I always see it in the context of Inv being somehow thrown into Saint's campagin and not leaving their new friend's side. I feel like both of them wouldn't pass an opportunity for a companion after they both were alone for so long. I love how their worldviews would clash and force them to think more about the lives they had led before. Imagine the shock that Saint would feel when hearing Enot say that Saint's world, the one they have considered cruel and dying, is all sunshine and rainbows in comparison to what insane and absurd things she experienced in her home. Moreover, the home she managed to call her own and appreciate a bit in the end. And not because she lost her mind or something, no. Enot is still very clever and empathetic.
I even made a whole comic about this particular interaction idea when it comes to their different ideas about the supposed finality of the Cycle.
Also: I just think they're neat and should hold hands and kiss
freaks of nature
#fishyaudio art#rw godmode#for clarity I use she/they for Saint and he/she for Enot soz for remixing the pronouns#rw saintnot#saint x inv#rw inv#rw enot#rw ???#rw saint#rw shipping
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Batfamily x Baby Saiki Male Reader
Platonic, Fluff and SFW.



You're just Bruce's second youngest "normal" son, at least that's what the people of Gotham think...
Your mother was Bruce's secretary, they had a one night case that resulted in you, when your mother told Bruce she was pregnant he knew it was true because he was friend with your mother for a long time and Bruce knew they hadn't used protection that night.
Your mother wanted Bruce to be a part of your life, so the two of them decided to raise you together, even though they didn't love each other in a romantic way, but only in a platonic way, they decided to remain friends and share your custody.
At your birth Bruce was present, along with your brothers Dick the oldest, Tim the middle one, Duke and Cassie the new additions to the family (Jason and Steph wasn't there because someone had to be patrolling the city, which would make they upset later about not being able to know you so soon).
"A baby, I'm going to be a big brother" Tim says sitting in the chair bouncing his leg nervously.
"You'll do Fine, Tim don't worry" Dick says smiling at Tim stroking Tim's head, a little nervously too.
"Tim, don't be so anxious, I told you it wasn't a good idea to drink so much coffee before coming here" Duke says in an amused tone and Cass nods in agreement with Duke.
Inside the hospital room Alfred talks to Bruce,"Nervous Master Bruce?" asked Alfred a sweaty-handed and nervous-looking Bruce.
"No," Bruce lied obviously, "I've just never seen a birth," he said, looking at the nurses and doctor instructing your mother what to do.
"Hehe" Alfred laughed lightly at Bruce's nervousness "It's normal to be nervous Master Bruce, after all it's your baby that's being born"
"Yeah, My baby" Bruce says, a bit airy-eyed about the situation, a glow takes Bruce out of his head hurting his eyes "Wow" says Bruce covering his eyes hurt by the glow.
"What's that shine?" says Alfred looking at the glowing baby in the doctor's hands.
"It's a gir-l, Humh, I mean it's a boy" The doctor says patting the baby who starts crying and stops glowing.
"Pink," Bruce whispered, impressed by the color of the baby's hair. "Why is it pink?" Bruce asked the doctor, approaching the bed where the mother was holding the little baby with colorful hair stopping crying.
"I don't know, but we can do somes tests to find out," the doctor said calmly, as if the bright and colorful-haired baby was completely normal.
"No, you don't need to do any invasive tests," says the baby's mother, holding the baby closer to her.
"Okay ma'am," the doctor says, leaving the room calmly as the nurses finish cleaning the room and leave too.
Bruce watches your mother hold you lovingly and look at him and smiles tiredly "Do you want to hold him Bruce?" She says lifting the baby for him to hold.
Carefully picking you up in his arms Bruce looks at his baby's extravagant little face and hair "So strange" Bruce says impressed "Do you know why he shone or why is his hair pink (M/N)?" He asks your mother.
"No idea hehe" she says laughing tiredly "I think this is a job for the greatest detective in the world" she says with a playful tone.
Smiling slightly Bruce whispers "I'll find out" Looking at the baby with affection, Alfred and your mother watch the interaction with affection, "Alfred, tell the boys and the girls that their little brother has been born" Bruce says, smiling proudly at Alfred "And say that one of each can come see the baby"
"I will, Master Bruce," Alfred says smiling as he leaves the room.
"(M/N), Have you decided on his name yet?" Bruce asks your mother, dressing you in a cute baby outfit, handing you back to her.
She holds the baby lovingly and says "Yes, I've been thinking and I've decided the name would be (Y/N) Thomas Wayne, what do you think Bruce?" She asks Bruce with a gentle smile.
Smiling slightly with a hint of sadness Bruce says "I loved it, (Y/N) Thomas Wayne, thank you (M/N) thank you for the tribute to my father"
"Hehe Bruce, no need to thank me, I just thought it would be a nice tribute to the man who created the man who protects Gotham in so many ways" she says laughing lightly, Bruce smiles back slightly, the two hear the door open and turn to see Dick entering.
"Hello (M/N), Bruce," he says as he approaches the hospital bed, "Wow, is his hair pink?" Dick asks with wide eyes.
"Yeah, we don't know why but it's pink," Bruce says, smiling slightly as your mother nods.
Dick looks at the cute pink-haired baby with a smile. "How cute," he says, touching the baby's cheek, breathing calmly. "He's a calm baby, isn't he?"
"He cried a little when the doctor patted him, but now he's calm." She says smiling affectionately at you breastfeeding you.
"It'll be nice to have someone calm in the house besides Alfred," Dick chuckles lightly.
"Hey, I'm calm," Bruce says sullenly.
Dick raises his eyebrow and smiles wryly "You're more of a silent judge B, not a calm one" Dick laughed, your mother also covered her mouth laughing.
"You don't either (M/N)" Bruce says laughing lightly scratching the back of his neck, "Okay, Dick trades with one of your brothers or sister" He says to Dick who makes a playful sullen face.
"Okay, I'm going now, but I wanted to know if you guys decided on the baby's name?" Dick asks, smiling at them both.
Smiling your mother says, "We decided on the name (Y/N) Thomas Wayne, what do you think?"
"(Y/N) Thomas Wayne?" Dick says looking at Bruce with a slight smile on his lips, Dick smiles and says "I liked it, it's very cute, well now I'm going to see who wants to come now" he says smiling satisfied and leaving.
Outside the room, Alfred talks to the boys and girl "Young Master Wayne is a little different from the ordinary" says Alfred smiling.
"Hmm," Cass mumbles and makes hand signals. "Does he have any disabilities?" Cass asks worriedly.
"No, Miss Cass, you won't need to worry," Alfred reassures Cass to stay calm.
"Different," Tim whispers, beginning to theorize.
"Different like me?" Duke asks, excited at the possibility of having someone like him in the family.
Alfred speaks calmly "Maybe we don't know yet, but he shone when he was born" Alfred whispers the last part so that only the Family can hear.
"He glowed?" Tim whispers, theorizing even more.
"So he can be like me really" Duke smiles very excitedly, while Cass smiles slightly at Duke's excitement "I'm going to teach him so many things" Duke says almost glowing with happiness.
Everyone smiles happily at Duke's happiness, "Well, now I'm going to call your brother and sister to tell them that everything went well" says Alfred, leaving the group to call Jason and Steph.
The rest of the group watches Alfred leave with smiles, but turn to the door when they hear the room open to see a happy smiling Dick "Hey guys, who wants to go see (Y/N) now?" Dick asks, announcing the baby's name.
"I, I want to see (Y/N)" Duke says excitedly.
"Okay go ahead Duke" Dick says letting Duke pass and enter the hospital room, "Hey guys, Alfred told you that (Y/N)'s hair is pink" Dick says smiling when he sees Tim's impressed face and Cass's contained surprise.
"Rosa? Alfred disse que ele brilhou mas não que o cabelo dele era rosa", diz Tim cada vez mais interessado.
"He shone really? I didn't know this" Dick said, surprised, smiling.
"We think he's just like Duke," Cass points with his hand, smiling slightly.
"Yeah, that's why Duke was so excited," Tim smiles wryly, "He loved the prospect of teaching someone how to control their powers."
"Ah, that makes sense now," Dick chuckles lightly.
Some time later, when you and your mother were released from the hospital, it was decided that as you were older and your mother fully recovered from giving birth, you too would stay at the mansion.
At the mansion, everyone has the opportunity to hold you and get to know you, and everyone ends up realizing that you were very calm and almost never cry (You only cry when you're hungry), but what impressed everyone the most was when you started walking after just a few months ON AIR.
"(Y/N) Little bird, please come down" Dick says desperately holding a big pillow in case you fall.
"(Y/N) dear, get down please" Says her mother kindly also holding a big pillow too.
It was supposed to be just a Sunday dinner with the whole family and now everyone was frantically holding pillows in case you fell.
"Ew" Jason yells "He drooled in my face" Jason says in disgust letting the pillow fall to the floor, wiping the drool from his face.
"Get down right now Master (Y/N)" Says Alfred as if he were talking to an adult, which surprisingly works as you slowly walk into Dick's arms that hugs you desperately but with affection.
"Don't do that again, little bird, you scared us all" Dick says, hugging you gently, Bruce sighs in relief and the whole family relaxes slightly.
"He flies," Duke says, impressed.
"Technically it looked more like he was floating," says Tim, the nerd that he is.
Dick sighs, relaxing and handing you over to your mother who holds you affectionately.
"I don't know what that was, but if it happens again, we should be more prepared" Bruce says, running his hands over his face stressed.
And so they did when it happened again, they were prepared, what they weren't prepared for was when you started teleporting, It was a normal day, your mother and Bruce had gone out, you were in the baby carriage while Alfred cooked.
"Ugh, I ran out of salt," sighs Alfred. "I had to run out of salt just when I was making bread." he says rubbing his nose in stress when suddenly you disappeared and reappeared with several bags of salt, "Wow..." Says Alfred impressed with you, "Did you pay for this?" Asks Alfred with a raised eyebrow,suddenly Bruce's card appears along with a purchase receipt,"Oh thank you Master (Y/N)" Thank Alfred, smiling and stroking yor head, "I can see you're going to be a great cooking partner." laughed Alfred affectionately.
When everyone got home for dinner, Alfred told them what happened.
"So that's where my card ended up" Bruce chuckles lightly "I thought I was robbed (Y/N)" Bruce says, stroking your head,"Thank you (Y/N) for help Alfred, but I would prefer if you left this kind of task to the adults" Bruce sighs worriedly, "You shouldn't go out alone, Gotham is dangerous and you're just a baby despite being meta" He said looking into your eyes wanting you to understand him.
"You can teleport throughout all the mansion property, but don't go to Gotham alone my little gentleman it is very dangerous" Your mother says, hugging you.
"Floats and teleports," Tim says taking notes on a tablet, "Two powers and an impressive control over them"
"And an above-normal intelligence too, apparently." says Steph smiling tightly to your cheek lightly.
"True, this too" Tim writes this down on the tablet too.
"So cool" Duke exclaims excitedly, Cass nods in agreement with Duke.
Apparently you listened to Bruce and your mother because from that day on you only teleported around the mansion property, any part of the mansion, your brothers and sisters' room, Alfred's room and Bruce's room, it all depended on your mood, sometimes you teleport to the garden and stay there until someone comes to get you It's your place to escape the hustle and bustle of the mansion.
After a few more months you started talking but not like any other baby, but rather through telepathy, surprising everyone again.
Your first words surprised everyone not because of what was said but because of the way it just popped into everyone's head "Hungry Mommy".
"Wow has anyone else heard that?" Duke asked everyone present.
"It sounded like a baby's voice" says Tim with furrowed eyebrows, "Just inside my head"
"Do you think it was (Y/N)?" Cass signs it with her hands.
"Could it be" says Bruce as he leaves the Batcave as everyone follows him to your room.
Arriving in your room they see your mother holding you, "Shhh guys, he's breastfeeding"
"Was that voice was him (M/N)?" Bruce asks, coming closer to you.
"Yes it was him, he was in the crib taking a nap and I was lying in bed he must have woken up hungry and called me" She hugged you, caressing your little face, "He's such a smart boy, isn't he Bruce?"
"Yeah, he's a smart little boy," Bruce says with a slight smile, gently brushing the hair away from your face with his hand.

Part 2???
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I do agree with a couple of your points, but a lot of what you're saying makes me genuinely sad for you.
"If you get upset when female people create and want to keep female-only spaces, when you could just as easily go to or create trans-only or male only spaces, you don’t care about feminism or female people’s right to feel safe." Trans women are women even if they weren't born as such, and if you don't feel safe around them because they were born with male genitals then you aren't a feminist either. Yes there are a number of 'weirdos' in the trans community, but there are also many cis women who do weird shit too and nobody uses that as an excuse to say they don't feel comfortable around their community.
I know this one ask will not change your mind and I'm sure you'll block and move on without even publishing it, but from one stranger to another I sincerely hope that one day you'll grow up out of such a harmful mindset. You're young, please don't waste your life trying to oppress others.
If this is rage bait it’s definitely working. This is one of the most ignorant takes ever and I’m tired of hearing it.
Women, female people, are allowed to want spaces away from males. “Cis” women condoning or perpetuating weird behavior is irrelevant.
Are you gonna tell me, a black person, I’m not allowed to want spaces away from white people? Because “black people also act weird sometimes”?
WHO GIVES A FUCK??? WHO FUCKING CARES???
I hope you go around saying poc don’t deserve spaces/community away from white people.
I hope you go around saying disabled people don’t deserve community and spaces away from able-bodied people.
I hope you go around saying lesbians should have to interact with penis.
I hope you go telling Japanese and Korean women on female-only train carts they should once again take the risk of being raped/harassed on a train (which is the entire point of the carts being made)
I hope you go around telling people with mental illnesses that they’re crazy and need to get over it
I hope you go around telling victims of SA and rape, with male perpetrators, that they shouldn’t feel uncomfortable around male bodies.
I hope you say that shit to others and see where it gets you. You’re ignorant as fuck.
I won’t say “nobody” is saying that trans people shouldn’t have their own spaces, so instead I’ll just say radical feminists.
Radical feminists do not fucking care if y’all have your own gym, changing room, bathroom, bar, online community, etc. we don’t care. It becomes a problem when you start to DEMAND that women open THEIR spaces to them with no concern or regard to our feelings.
Don’t come on my blog being ignorant, don’t come on my blog telling me I’m “oppressing” people (you clearly don’t know what oppression looks like), and don’t come on my blog with that “you’re young! You’ll change” bullshit either.
I will never, EVER, compromise women and girls safety and wellbeing because you want me to.
Have a great day/night 💗
#radical feminist safe#radblr#radical feminists do touch#gender critical#radical feminists do interact#sex based oppression#terfsafe#male entitlement#radical feminists please touch#female liberation
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Hey, as someone quitting chat bots I'm struggling a lot with my attachment to the characters of the bots I chat with. A lot are OC's with full lore and everything but obviously these creators aren't making fics or anything like that. I've mainly turned to chat bots due to severe depression so the heavy attachment to these characters is in part because of that. Sorry if you're getting tons of asks like this, you're just very kind with advice about this stuff.
I mean my advice is genuinely to reach out to the creator and see if they have any writing to share.
I have another ask about OCs in chatbots and I am going to just be brutally honest here but you are not attached to the actual character, you're attached to the bot. I would bet that the chats you have with this OC are far removed from what the author actually visualized as their story, even if you've read the lore. If you love the character, reach out to the author. Maybe they have writing they've been scared to share, maybe they do post it somewhere and you just haven't been able to find it, maybe you make a friend in the process and can continue talking about the character.
You are not helping your depression by depriving yourself of human connection. I'm not even going to say "meaningful" human connection because when you're depressed all connection is meaningful. Go for a walk and smile at people. Ask if you can pet a stranger's dog. Reach out to a friend you haven't talked to in a while. Go to a cafe, get a drink, and just people watch. Truly, the chatbots might feel like they're a connection but our brains genuinely don't process text conversations the same way they process actually physically talking and listening to someone. We have data to back this up, you are not helping your depression by talking to a chatbot because your brain does not view it as a conversation.
I know every time anyone tells you "you should do x to help your depression" it sounds like they're blowing smoke out of their ass, but I am coming to you as someone who was severely suicidally depressed for a big chunk of my life, roleplaying with a human person online, and that role play did not help me out of my depression, talking to people in person did. Now human-human roleplaying is more satisfying than a chatbot, but I really strongly recommend you try to get out and interact with people face to face.
I promise you, the real world is so much better than any chatbot you might have an attachment to.
Also be the change you want to see in the world. You love the character, ok, have you drawn any fanart? Written any fanfiction? Made any move to show your love to the character? Or do you just use the chatbot and then malign that there's no other way to interact with them? Join the ranks of veteran fans who had no choice but to become extremely delusional and obsessed with the character and make something of your obsession like an adult.
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STOP I'm thinking about the part in Gravity Falls where Stan shows up with freshly bought (stolen) light bulbs only to see Ford screwing a new one in surrounded by family.
And OH my GOD. AGH.
Stan gets a little (ir)rationally upset about this because... It's.. Guys,,,
Stan perceives it as Ford once again easily receiving the praise and love of their family when he had to fight tooth and nail to receive even half of it.... I'm not well ✋😔
#listen I might be too deep in the fandom space and i might actually be mischaracterizing them completely#I'm not saying that Dipper and Mabel don't appreciate and love Stan because they definitely do!!#I'm saying Stan is seeing Ford reintegrate into their new family and he's seeing him do it. so. easily.#So easily When Stan had to PRETEND to be FORD to get even a chance to be a part of their family again#Stan FOUGHT to be a part of this family#and Ford just gets to slide in and... just. be a part of it.#and i mean duh but also... man Idk#Stan had to pretend to be Ford to get even a smidgen of a foothold to be able to even just... interact with his family#Stan's a family man that HAS to look out for everyone but Ford's just.. family. He gets to just... be a part of them with no real obligatio#And I'm not saying Ford doesn't love his family I'm saying he's very repressed and bad at showing it sometimes#It's just that... Stan fought SO hard to be a part of his family. THIS family. That is all he has EVER wanted#and FORD- who had it and took it all for GRANTED- gets to waltz back in and just.... take it for granted AGAIN#hang on guys i think I'm starting to take this a little personally i need to calm down wow#Okay.... I think I'm good#But you get where I'm coming from#cole's talking#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#grunkle ford#ford pines#stangst#stan twins#These tags really got away from me huh#Ahem-- all that to say I think Stan's vague resentment in that scene is valid!!
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YO-TOBER DAY 10....A DAY LATE: PISTACHIONYAN
....Plus a little message!
(The Rongo Swirll was an idea from a friend aidjoekf)
But anyways, just gonna say that as much as I wanna, I'm not gonna have time to do it every day as I'm sure you've noticed (* ´ ▽ ` *)ノ thank you for your understanding!!
Under cut there'll be the usual alt as well as a small doodle dump!! ^u^


Alt + sketches for my favorite day of yo-tober so far 💔 I love the Tough Tribe!!!
Heres this little shading practice I'm kinda proud of! I had fun drawing the eye :)








A LOT of squid stuff.....and I still have more. I'll post them on SpaceHey tho!! (@squ1dcurry btw -u-) one of those is a goofy different outfit inspired by the puni puni event fit + his original!

And timidevil!!! He's a cutie pie ^u^
anyways, I'll be off for now!
#I know it doesn't matter that much but I was really hoping I'd be able to do this one#I just feel kinda guilty bout it i suppose. plus i haven't been having time to/even if I do kinda ignoring my messages#Ghhhghthghjgf sorry for the random vent here basically! It's been a bit more of a struggle than usual w depression but I'll push through +□#if I don't really interact with other's posts for a while#I've been staying off social media except when I post stuff!#If you want me to see something in particular it's best to tag me wahaha#Anyways enough yapping ahdioeof see you next time!!#●posts from yomakai#□ yolo watch 2!#yokai watch#Yo-tober#Yotober#pistachionyan
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Oh I've been speculating everything in s1 except for episode 5.5 is post-Yingdu atp, I covered it in this post
Yeah no these inconsistencies can't really be explained, especially since it seems to me S1 and Yingdu arc are meant to flow into each other. I hope the show covers the discrepancy on the Emma case specifically, that April is September theory feels like it's onto something with the way everything else in s1 takes place in the later half of the year.
I think what bothers me about the 2018/2019 thing is that in the Dou Dou case's depiction of events, Qiao Ling seems far too... calm? She's hanging out with Xu Shanshan even though Cheng Xiaoshi is overseas in the one place she was so adamant he shouldn't go to. That's not enough to judge her behaviour, but then they see Cheng Xiaoshi (from the future) and Qiao Ling doesn't give chase. It feels like the most retroactive retcon that the aforementioned trip Cheng Xiaoshi and Lu Guang were involved in was the Yingdu trip. Doesn't help either that there was barely any breathing room to show Lu Guang ever interacting with Xu Shanshan and Dong Yi to justify being in contact with the former.
S1 makes it seem like Cheng Xiaoshi and Lu Guang knew each other at least a few months longer (enough to be in the same friend group) before they made that trip together. But Yingdu arc basically shows that they were functionally new friends and roommates. I considered the possibility that Vivian's case and the roommates situation happened sooner than usual (but then Cheng Xiaoshi asking Lu Guang to investigate Cheng Weimin's photo requires that Vivian's case happened as it did, and Cheng Xiaoshi finds the letter because he's finding clothes for Lu Guang to lend).
Up until Lu Guang passed out from his fever, he was operating with the goal of keeping events going as they were meant to. So... straight up, either Shao Yuanyuan could've done a lot more to the timeline rather than Lu Guang, and-or some of the inconsistences are not by design.
Never considered Li Tianchen and Cheng Xiaoshi's powers working that way... I figured that certain abilities are incompatible with each other since for these specific abilities, Li Tianchen needs to maintain his grip on the person to possess them, while Cheng Xiaoshi's powers rely on being able to move without physical restraint. I figured the kidnapping plan would naturally lead to Li Tianchen strongarming Cheng Xiaoshi to use his abilities to change his and Xixi's fates (or take his abilities through a fatal power transfer). Lu Guang would be more susceptible to Li Tianchen's powers because activating his abilities wouldn't require the displacement of his physical body.
Cheng Xiaoshi's abilities with Li Tianxi/Qiao Ling's seem compatible enough since the former dives into the person who took the photo, while the latter can possess the memories/spectate the subject featured in the photo. I'd assume one way to try a combined ability use would be to clap while both look at the photo? Cheng Xiaoshi would navigate in the body of the photographer, while Qiao Ling could have greater access to the feelings of whoever was featured in the photo (which may or may not include the photographer but Cheng Xiaoshi would cover that blindspot) -- and this shared empathy can be shared between the duo?
I already have a rough idea that Cheng Xiaoshi and Qiao Ling would basically only attempt this because they want to understand Lu Guang and his memories, so they basically use their powers in this specific manner to possess his feelings to learn the truth? But otherwise, the utility of this combo is pretty limited to short-ranged accessibility of understanding someone inside out-- which is kind of invasive and wouldn't be used so fragrantly? I don't see it being very resourceful to incorporate into their time agent business, but it'd be a cool concept to explore to figure out mysterious power users specifically.
Ngl, in Cheng Xiaoshi's shoes I'd just accept that Lu Guang's powers might as well be divination and he just knows the right words to coax a response out of people XD
Fr tho, Lu Guang's sick at that point, so it could've passed off as delirium and good intuition. That message wasn't even that helpful since going through the scenes again, the owner brings it up naturally.
I think among the revelations Cheng Xiaoshi experiences within the span of a summer, I wouldn't blame him for just not questioning the only person willing to help him make sense of the situation.
https://www.tumblr.com/psychopomp-namine/770464414021337088/i-am-sooo-excited-for-yingdu-arc-specifically?source=share
sorry if it seems like i'm ghosting but I've been seeking for discussion on this specific scene from s1. i've never fully delved into it, but i kind of just left it as a "CXS was having a panic attack" moment until I could personally reconsider it again.
yingdu did not explain anything about this to me. i am still befuddled, perhaps even more so. cuz these s1 basketball flashbacks seem more irreversibly connected to LG's version of events to me??? CXS still remembers they met and bonded fast at a basketball court -- but also this CXS is meant to be the same one in yingdu, and his meeting with LG was not like s1e5's flashbacks. what if LG and CXS being connected during dives allows the slightest bit of connective memory merging? considering that the first flashback to their basketball meeting was triggered by "what does basketball mean to you" and we transition from that flashback to LG's pov afterwards. [i think it's appropriate theming in that scene to assume that both CXS and LG had thought about their first meeting instead of just LG]
what if CXS indirectly shares LG's version of history when they're both indulging in the same memories during dives? and since CXS was in an especially nostalgic state during the basketball game, the moment he felt that he directly endangered an important node -- he felt a visualised sixth sense that LG perhaps feels every time he knowingly diverges from a node.
LG already diverged from the basketball meeting, so that flashback he and CXS might've shared led to a distortion in CXS's brain while he's panicking over changing events. The LG distortion image might be CXS feeling the effects of a memory that never was, in relation to panicking that he's rewritten the timeline.
Cuz that memory is a rewritten node, incompatible with CXS's actual memory.
link for reference. and the mentioned distorted image:
also, no worries, nobody cares about people going through old posts on tumblr lol
I agree that the distorted image is definitely a reference to lu guang changing the timelines by going back to the basketball game in yingdu. he is, himself, the changed element
sidenote: I think I will politely disagree with your statement though that S1 cheng xiaoshi is meant to be the same one from yingdu. what yingdu established is that some events of S1 happened at least twice, but it's not made clear (afaik) if all S1 episodes specifically are post-yingdu or pre-yingdu. my personal interpretation is that it's a mix of both, just because there are some inconsistencies, the biggest one being that cheng xiaoshi in S1 was not aware of what would happen if he clapped by himself (without lu guang) into a picture, which is something he should've known already from the start given that's how he discovered his ability in yingdu. S1E9 is supposedly his first time trying it, and we even get a flashback of cheng xiaoshi asking lu guang what would happen if he ever clapped by himself. which, again, he should've already known. it's like the one thing about photo diving that he should know firsthand without asking lu guang. there's a lot of little flashbacks in S1 that puts into question of whether or not the scene we're watching is from the yingdu timeline. but we do know though that S2 events occurred after yingdu, so the last few episodes of S1 that lead to S2 should also be post-yingdu.
the S1 basketball scene flashback might be closer to their pre-yingdu meeting than the yingdu one. in my opinion, yingdu!lg would not say, so nonchalantly, "it's just a game; why take it so seriously?" (paraphrasing), even if he was trying to go for the "unaffected, cool kid" look. he could be "sticking to the script" but given his intense reaction after diving, idk,,, he seems too shaken up at that point. I think the distorted image is more for the audience and less about cheng xiaoshi actually experiencing a glitch in his flashback
but time and by consequence memory does seem to be already fucked up in link click, so it would be cool and I wouldn't be surprised if lu guang's memories of past timelines can bleed into cheng xiaoshi's somehow. that would be fun. I would love to see this happen more in canon
bonus: glad that the distorted image from the basketball scene makes more sense now. still don't know what the weird glitch sound was from the S2 finale though. it could be nothing, but I sure hope it's something lol (if you're region blocked from the video, the sound happens around just before 6 minutes into the S2 finale)
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Hey! I’m a reader who really loves one of your works! Man of Progress but that isn’t relevant, what is is I want to make you feel good with your readership and make you (and others) rare pair writing much more rewarding! Please advise on your favorite types of comments and other things we as nonreaders can do to make the writer/reader relationship more reciprocal!
Thank you for asking! Honestly, most comments are completely okay so long as they are not like a one line, "when is this going to update" or like "is this abandoned." I think the dream is people who really get into their comments and give you quotes and essays and all that, but most of us are just happy to know people are enjoying it.
Other things you can do is reblog (or retweet, share, etc)! Each social media platform has their own way of feeding their algorithm, so reblogging is a big deal on tumblr and likes & retweets are equally important on twitter, etc. It's helpful in getting our fics in front of more people who would be interested in them, and it's not something people do often anymore, since fics often don't fit the aesthetic of blogs, or people get very in their own head about showing what fics they like. I always like to scream in the tags of my reblogs because it's fun, but that's also entirely optional.
#asks#i love love#concrit is also something you should steer away from in comments#less because authors are think-skinned or whatever#and mostly because it's just such a waste of everyone's time#like a total stranger trying to give me concrit isn't even gonna move the needle for me#i don't know what they like! they could think twilight is the best book series ever written#why would i want to take their completely unsolicited advice#i have betas to look over my work for me 🤣#but really#thank you again for asking#the best thing you can do is interact & share!#in whatever way you are comfortable & able#Man of Progress has gotten EXTREMELY popular and the melvik crowd there has been so kind about leaving thoughtful comments#it's been so nice to see since a lot of my other fandoms can be very quiet about liking things#and it pays off because if I'm seeing a lot of action on a fic#it's in my mind more often#and gets onto the writing schedule more often too
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#hate hate hate being an incredibly social person and yet group areas and group activities are one of my biggest triggers at the moment#i don't even just want to interact i just want to be able to see others interact and not feel gutted#I'm tired of worrying about being abandoned or forgotten or forever designated a last place friend. or even a 2nd rate friend#I'm so so sick of this. and yet I'm also worried that all my past mistakes are gonna be used against me to get rid of me. again#or I'm gonna be tossed off to another family#and that i don't have anything that's truly mine. its all shared. aaaa#i would like to not worry about trying to be everyone's absolute most best friend.
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sebastian failing a class because he's terrified of hunt is a good bit and this time it's not even that man's fault
#he fails not because his work is terrible. i don't even think hunt finds his work terrible. it's because he misses too many classes#but sebastian is so scared of the Prospect of hunt finding his work terrible he just doesn't go to class#<- genius. he then has to redo the class and see hunt again#i have dropped the lore before that hunt is one of sebastian's favourite directors right. i know i did because i remember mentioning#john cassavetes as well. anyway. sebastian looks up to hunt a lot and he's terrified of interacting with hunt and 1. hunt hating#him (conscious) 2. his idealised image of hunt being shattered (unconscious). this is kinda homosexual behaviour ngl#let's ignore that for a bit we can return to that later. point here is sebastian's avoidance of frustration and the unknown and of life#in general. sebastian does not have any kind of social anxiety. just want to clear that up. he's just an introvert but he has no issue#talking to people. when i say sebastian is a coward i mean he avoids frustration and/or pain to the point it immobilises him/makes him#apathetic to life. so he doesn't Do Stuff. because what if he fails? what if he's rejected? what if it doesn't work out? i do think there's#a level of anxiety/low self esteem here but i also think it's a very comfortable place to stay after a while. esp. when you have someone#else as your compass (claire. and later on donna a little i think). so he starts to believe he might never be able to do anything and that'#when the cult comes into the story. i've already written about this bit before. okay. so sebastian failing hunt's class is another example#of him being afraid of... stuff. life. putting himself out there. and he always thought film was his safe haven and that he had figured ou#this One Thing but he got to university and wow... i guess not! i like this fear being represented by hunt. actually two things:#1. i like how hunt acts as a Figure for both claire and sebastian in different ways given their different upbringings and#2. how both claire and hunt exist as these idealised figures in sebastian's mind representing different aspects of his life/perceived#failures/fears/whatever. and claire and hunt marry that's so fun! i wonder how that makes sebastian feel.#so returning to point number 2 from earlier: sebastian's fear of hunt being something else entirely (than what he had idealised) puts hunt#in the same spot as claire in sebastian's mind. if he were not in a cult he would have the realisation of a lifetime here#anyway there's a little blurring of things here. there's a little convergence of things here. things are superimposed i'd say.#he and i are so similiar claire says. i bet sebastian replies#oc: sebastian ballion#oh that last bit says a lot about huntclaire too but this post is not about them. but big fan of how enmeshed they are#hm... sebastian failing and redoing the class... putting himself in the same situation as before...
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wow. not even a week into college and i'm already behind on work. fucking lovely.
#friday chats#friday vs post-secondary school#tw vent#(in the following tags)#i am immeasurably stressed right now#i need to talk to my doctor about getting a booster to go along w/my adhd meds#bc this has been a problem for a while but i think it's about to come to a head#and i'm very scared for when that happens#maybe also talk to my school's disability services#bc Good Fucking God i'm already overwhelmed#it's 11:56. should i just go to bed? i have so many things left to do#when do i even have the time to go to disability services. and i've heard a lot of schools' processes w/that are slow and overcomplicated#fuck. fuck fuck fuckity fuck.#i think i'm spiraling#i'm worried that if i don't get a degree i won't be able to find a nice enough job to support myself independent of my family#and i don't want to be stuck with them forever#i really really don't#maybe i can talk to disability services sometime tomorrow morning. see what they can do#i think there's mental health services too. i hope they're decent#i just feel really bad right now. and it's only week one.#it feels like time's moving too fast but too slow at the same time#classes take forever but my free time zips by and runs out way too quick#and when it's gone i've completed maybe one or two things. out of several. if any at all.#i just don't know what to do. it's only been three days.#maybe i can drop a class; i think i'm taking enough to still be considered a full-time student with one less thing on my plate#i hope so#fucking damn it#how do people do this??? for multiple years????#and i feel selfish for saying this but i hope if y'all see this post you'll interact with it somehow. even just a like.#i want to know someone hears me
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Hello can i go straight to calebs route or do i have to speedrun through others route. I hope it's not the latter, I'm too lazy for that. Forbidden love is exciting
well as far as i’m aware there aren’t really ‘routes’ in love and deepspace; there is a singular main story you play through that involves every single love interest, and then there are individual cards for each love interest that you can pull for on their banners. the four star and five star cards basically unlock ‘dates’: the four star cards are audio only (v cute tho) and the five star cards are visual scenarios.
i’d assume that you can pull for caleb’s cards on his upcoming banner, but i’m not sure you’d be able to access them until you hit a certain point in the story—going off of what i experienced with sylus when recently returning to the game, i couldn’t access anything about him until i met him in game. i hope this makes sense!!
#you basically get to ‘date’ whoever you want to based on the cards you pull and the boys you choose to interact with#for example i am so indifferent to xavier it isn't even funny so i rarely text him or play with him at all#even tho i SHOULD because you get rewards for doing so#but anyway!!! yeah!! no individual routes#so you could try your luck and pull on his banner and see if you can access the dates without playing through the main story but#i wouldn't count on it idk!!!#the game itself is fun tho! it reads very much like a fan fiction (and i mean this as a compliment; it's a blast)#and there's a lot of information and things to do but once you get the hang of it it isn't super overwhelming#the other thing i LOVE is that the events are very low-energy and they don't require an insane amount of time#(genshin i am looking @ u)#like#i just started playing again two days ago and i was already able to complete everything in the event that ends tomorrow#i hope ur having a fab weekend bb!!#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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also if only the physical copy of how to disappear completely & never be found i first encountered & read a few years ago (sort of [roughly avg age ten] reader book, not any similarly titled How To) hadn't disappeared completely & not been found since, probably b/c i put it somewhere i intended to be For Safekeeping, which is also how my binder vanished....b/c it's one of those like. those book for late elementary/middle school readers when they just weave in this unrealism which makes for a delightful range & unpredicability? and with a cynical protagonist girl like off to the races like wow her mom is depressed asf & smoking? and it's about A Family History Secrets Mystery so blatantly a haunting that the inciting incident is basically introducing a haunted [family history secrets mystery] house. and spoilers don't matter like it's stemming from there being this missing uncle who grew up so in contrast to the Winsome Winning Sibling Who Does It All Right while seeing his own affiliation with rats that he tried to disappear completely & never be found which led to this Tragedy which led to this more unintended disappearance of his & he haunts this house & wants to be left alone & only goes out at night with this [ambiguous Is That A Giant Rat Or Weird Small Dog (protagonist affected by these family situations who expresses her preoccupation with an awareness of how fate can Strike and Get you with this interest with roving packs of killer chihuahuas. people think she's weird though she spontaneously befriends this other girl struck with this bolt from the blue & a bit weird / outcast & then Insightful who i wish was in it more)] & plays into the hauntedness danger like playing into the [something's Wrong with you then] until having to take yet more action where the urge to express the truth comes out more both b/c living that hidden is more threatened but also b/c now the niece children are more threatened as well. ft. a sort of preternatural blurring of time b/c of only being communicated with through this uncle via his comic pages (that he paints?) of dubiously accurate translations of irl events that are created so quickly it seems to verge on foresight, imagine like "hmm what's this painting. it's me standing in this room looking at this painting??? as someone ominous lurks in the shadows right behind me?" in both [now how could you know this & paint it really fast ahead of time] and [horror]
#i've had good times & thrills & things from other books i've read in the past xyz years & all#but i think this had the best in its final sections with [''uncle rat!''] like that was so incredibly unbelievably hype#and a further ending with a reconciliation that lets the Weirdo still be how they are but with more support lmao#i'm like yeah i want to live in the abandoned house only coming out at night only leaving secret homemade books with Some Truths#yeah i wanna exist in secret passageways & be unseen & uninteracted with & get by despite it all; sure#and disappear (mostly) and (not be found for a while until you have more motivations to help very parallel parties)#and have an affinity & affiliation with animals ppl are also like oh weird bad gross Never Want To See Them who are scroungily around#not implied to be a supernatural connection rather than just like. oh this person is a friend. from chihuahuas; rats; coatis....#also the How To & Never Be book's like core event to The Mystery is. truly so tragic lmao my god. it's really great#i'll just see about reading a digitization somewhere b/c i am Not gonna be able to find it#and the uncle is So mysterious that like. you don't get many Interactions w/him & are just going off of these emergent factors#the situations as they are as consequences of prior events; that he Is this withdrawn & communicating As some haunting monster etc#the way you technically don't also get to know like [what was bruno like prior] Directly W/Promised Accuracy and yet#the [metaphorically i mean] angle going on for everyone like perceiver truth teller Weird Odd One Out yeah yes#bit like [ :) (devastation)] verse talking abt him through a ''so your disabled relative'' lens (who also even w/magic was Just Existing)#here's a guy just existing like :) = my god this absolutely sicko who would even do something like that lmfao. god we've all been there#grappling with [tendencies] they couldn't understand....many things + just the way bruno approaches Speaking is like. okay.#my man's autistic. highest honor i can bestow. among other plausible ways of being disabled / nonconforming / abnormal#also the highest honor....rat affiliated disappeared uncle in How To? well he's really simply not possible ''yes he is Normal(tm)'' so
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